Changes to My Blog

Starting in early April, my WordPress (WP) blog will no longer have premium status. This means that my blog will still be up and running, but the URL will revert to a “…” address.

Also, I am taking advantage of other blogging platforms, and I just started an account at if you care to join me there! My 8 most recent articles are posted, and I will be writing new material soon.

Why? you might be asking. I am just not happy with the overall usability on WP and especially with the comments. I have been commenting on Substack for several months now and find it very easy to use and it’s not littered with a bunch of spammy comments.

Will I be creating new posts here on WP? Probably not. I’m not bashing WP at all; I’m glad I was able to get started with blogging here! But the hoops of internet technology are quickly becoming a huge waste of my precious time, so it’s better to simplify what I can.

I hope you will check out my site.

Best wishes,


(Author’s Note: As I evolve in my careful use of language, I currently prefer saying “living men and living women” rather than “humans” or “people.” I consider each of us to be a unique, living, breathing spark of the Divine, whereas as “humans” and “people” are generally referred to as forming a society/culture or the world: A homogeneous whole. Furthermore, the word “person” conjures for me an entity that may or may not be Divine, inasmuch as corporations have been granted “personhood” in the legal system. That is downright frightening, and I certainly do not wish to equate my fellow living men and living women with dead, soulless entities! So along that line,”living men and living women” better defines us as sole original beings with the breath of life who participate in culture on our own terms. But there is a larger purpose for our “living” status outside culture and homogeneity, which I have discussed at length in my articles “On Individuating, Healing, and Becoming a Whole, Healthy Human” and “Defying the Tyrannical Father Figure,” and which I also address herein. This raison d’être becomes ever more clear as we individuate and mature, being IN the world but not OF it. In fact, I would say that our conscientious participation in society becomes more about achieving autonomy, mastery, and purpose through our authentic living. All that said, however, for sake of linguistic simplicity in this article, I will mostly use “humans,” “people,” and “person,” while meaning “living men and living women.” I hope this makes sense and also helps you to envision your life and the lives of others in a completely different — and much healthier — way.)


Toward the end of 2021 and until recently, I started noticing the word “betrayal” showing up in different places: On blogs I read (including in the comments); in videos I watched; in conversations; and in other readings/viewings. Since I no longer believe — and perhaps never did believe — in “coincidences” as we have been taught to comprehend this notion, I see the gathering of this word in my life over a few weeks as synchronistic.

Carl Jung, a prominent psychologist in the early to mid-1900s, coined the term synchronicity during a truly fascinating psychotherapy session with one of this clients.
You can read all about it in his book, Synchronicity: An Acausal Connecting Principle. (I have read this book several times and it is a treasure trove!) Jung explained the concept as “the acausal connection of two or more psychic and physical phenomena.” He based his concept of synchronicity partly on the unconscious workings of archetypes, which can be thought of as a repertoire of ideas and experiences common to all people throughout time. “The archetypal concept,” according to Jung, “derives from the often repeated observation that myths and universal literature stories contain well-defined themes which appear every time and everywhere. We often meet these themes in the fantasies, dreams, delirious ideas, and illusions of persons living nowadays.”

In following along Jung’s lines of understanding human psychology, the concept of betrayal, while not an archetype in and of itself, is a still a universal motif. Simply said, most people know what it is like to betray or to be betrayed: In this article, I go beyond Jung to explore why that it so.


Despite possible objections by individual people or by followers of modern psychology and psychiatry, I see betrayal as always a conscious decision by the double-crosser: One knows that they are reneging on a contract, or breaking a promise, or simply going against their own better judgment. Therefore, I claim that betrayal is an intentional psychological manipulation tactic. Let us start with a small, seemingly harmless example: Santa Claus.

From the moment a child is born into a family that celebrates modern Christmas, he or she will experience Santa Claus. They will be told that Santa comes every year to deliver toys, candy, and other gifts to children who are “good.” The infant will be dressed in elf-themed onesies, paraded around in a stroller decorated with lights and ornaments, and if deemed old enough by the parents, will be seated on “Santa’s” lap in the mall for photo opps, which then get posted on social media. On Christmas, the baby will be presented with gifts labeled “From Santa Claus” in hopes to make baby goo-goo and ga-ga so the parents, siblings, other relatives, and friends will get excited. The baby may instead cry, but everyone will laugh and say that the baby just doesn’t understand yet.

Either way, Santa Claus does not exist, and the baby has just been punked. Duped. Lied to. Ripped off. Fucked with. Betrayed. This betrayal will continue every year, even beyond past the child’s horrifying realization that Santa is a lie, and that they believed the lie. (Why do people find abject joy in re-creating their own betrayal on an innocent child? The answer is coming.)

Worse, when the child grows up, having children of their own or perhaps only young nieces and nephews, they will perpetrate the lie on these little ones who will eventually also come to the sad, depressing realization that it’s all a fake-out. As Led Zeppelin vocalist Robert Plant sings, “And the wheel goes on.”

But it’s not just Santa Claus that feeds the betrayal beast. It’s the Easter Bunny. It’s the Tooth Fairy. And this only the beginning of the trauma. Consider how parents use the lie to manipulate their children:

“If you don’t stop crying right now, Santa won’t bring you any presents this year.”

“If you don’t stop hitting your sister, the Easter Bunny won’t put any candy in your Easter basket.”

“If you don’t stop talking and go to bed, the Tooth Fairy won’t leave you any money for your tooth.”

The child begins to equate “good” behavior with getting something in return, rather than being good for the intrinsic, truly advantageous reward. Furthermore, parents often impose arbitrary, conflicting definitions of “good,” setting the stage for the kind of mental manipulation we think only happens in secret government experiments or to prisoners of war: This is trauma-based mind control. If done consistently over enough time, the child will dissociate from his or her basic self, which in infants and very young children is all about trusting their parents, siblings, close family members, neighbors, church leaders, and teachers. Even though the child’s mind is broken, he or she will create a different kind of perverted “trust” bond, clinging unconsciously to these unhealthy relationships and the shifting “safety and security” they offer. These traumatized children will reach out for experience with their little bodies, voices, and all senses — as is the way we learn and grow — only to receive inconsistent feedback ranging from genuine care to neglect, love-bombing, and even outright violence. They will internally normalize this, unconsciously expecting and even going to great lengths to create familiar situations to elicit such extreme behavior from everyone and everything they encounter, while consciously craving real love and authentic experiences.

Perhaps at some point in time, the child will question this reality. They may come to falsely see themselves as responsible for provoking these responses, taking on guilt and shame, which are two of the worst emotions to harbor, only above abject fear, which of course they will also experience. They just may not consciously know that.

The flip side of betrayal is being the victim of betrayal, like the child discussed. Just as the betrayer knows what they are doing, the betrayed know that they are being lied to, or gaslighted, or somehow manipulated psychologically, emotionally, physically. We each have this beautiful gift called intuition, or inner knowing, that alerts us to the truth of any given situation as we develop the gift. But because our intuition has been denigrated over time through trauma-based mind control, our ability to hear it is degraded, or we consciously ignore it when we do hear it. So the child still registers the betrayal in the mental field (and in the cellular memory if it involves physical pain), but often forms an overcompensating mechanism out of sheer necessity for shelter, clothing, love, and so on. In other words, the child “plays along” with the betrayal “game” for some kind of positive reward, either intrinsic or external.

And here’s the thing: I’m talking about these children as only the second generation. Now forget that this is just about Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny, and the Tooth Fairy, and imagine that betrayal from birth has been going on for hundreds of generations in almost all societies, and you can try to grasp the magnitude of the sheer amount of trauma that we are actually dealing with, individually and collectively. Indeed, the wheel goes on.


So let’s extrapolate this in detail, starting with a big question. How many people do you think grew up, just in your lifetime, living in a world of constant betrayal? Here are just a few examples of day-to-day betrayal:

Parental capriciousness; ever-changing social rules; economic fluctuations; random cycles of peace and war; educational policies crushing both student and teacher while lauding their achievements; political posturing leading to societal divisiveness; media propagating baseless fears and fake news while assailing genuine truth-seekers in “disinformation campaigns”; medical fraud; governmental intrusiveness; the rewriting of history; and rapid changes in technology that render the “now” already obsolete

If you answered “just about everyone experiences betrayal,” you’re right. Very few people in westernized “modern” world grow up without betrayal. While we’ve all been taught to think of betrayal as “harmless fun” or passing it off as “ignorance,” the result of living with this horrible mistreatment is the decay of both the individual and of society.

Med-Tech Cartel Madness
I already discussed how the minds of children are broken practically from birth within the family. Now consider the fact that, while we call our babies the most precious gift, we allow doctors to slap them to make them cry (“just to make sure they’re alive”); to cut off the foreskin of their penis or remove their clitoris; to put antibiotic ointments directly into their eyes; and to begin polluting their bodies with inoculations almost immediately. Children in the US, for example, receive between 60 and 72 inoculations that contain outright poisonous and other highly objectionable ingredients . . . by the time they are 12 years old. We allow medical “professionals” to separate some babies from their mothers for extended periods. And since 2020, many fathers have been unable to be present at the birth of their children due to cruel, senseless, and arbitrary rules foisted on us as “public health” measures. We should be outraged at these abuses.

Those atrocities are a result of betrayal, beating us down internally over decades, through every faction of society, instilling guilt, shame, and fear in us. We don’t speak up, terrified of retribution. This demoralization of humanity is not random: It is part of a larger plan that has been going on for millennia. Every generation pretends that “this is normal,” offloading pain and suffering on each other and then on their children, who do the same to their children. The result is a degradation of the human spirit, of our free will, of our will to thrive.

Fake Food, Fake Medicine
We tell ourselves the lie that we don’t have time to cook because we have to work. So we sacrifice the built-in health of meal-planning, growing and harvesting from our garden, shopping for what we cannot grown, and then preparing, cooking, and eating together. When we physically fall ill from lack of proper nutrition, we then betray our bodies even further, outsourcing our well-being to pill-pushers, only to realize too late that the pills are poisons, the treatments are cell-damaging, and the diagnostic machines themselves are invasive and traumatizing, often sending radiation directly into our delicate tissues. All the time we spend alone in front of the tv/phone, in doctor offices, in hospitals, and in bed with various ailments could be spent gardening and cooking at home with friends and family. There is no refund on time.

Extortion is Not Love
In all aspects of life, we have succumbed to a transaction-based love economy, and then we teach it to our children through role modeling and punitive systems, turning them into compliance-seeking automatons who will “stop crying” to get the reward. Public schools, which are little more than government indoctrination camps, began long ago using an extortionist “credit-based” system in which students must “earn enough” to graduate. Now many schools even have “credit recovery programs” for students who were absent due to illness, travel, or other reasons. We think nothing of the fact that we are training them to become silent workers who start with deficits and must obtain credits to survive. And then we send them out, beaten down and wholly unprepared, into a world trip-wired for failure: Nepotism, favoritism, casting couches, narcissistic bosses, and back-room deals. This way of existing is hardly about living: It is decidedly anti-life. I call it the death-cult, and it has purposefully set the stage for betrayal.

Poisoned Planet
Because of these systems and practices we engage in, we also ignore the devastation of our collective home: Earth. Industrial chemical pollution is just one of the well-documented death-cult practices still occurring despite knowledge of the myriad harms to the living system we know as the soil. Then we move to the air: Our addiction to the speed and convenience of cell phones and other wireless devices blankets the airwaves with extremely harmful electromagnetic frequencies (EMFs). Back in 1970, the true scientist Jacques Cousteau wrote about the depredation of our oceans and their inhabitants by anthropogenic pollution, most of which runs off the earth — from soil, lakes, rivers, and streams — and ultimately flows into the oceans. Researcher Arthur Firstenberg recently wrote:

To this mix is now being added the Internet of Underwater Things, which is beginning to flood the oceans with sound in order to connect them to the Internet. And this sound will be pulse-modulated with the same harmful frequencies as radio waves in order to carry the same data. And to communicate over large distances, some of the underwater acoustic modems that are being marketed are capable of producing sound as loud as 202 decibels. That is equivalent to 139 decibels in air. It is as loud as a jet engine at a distance of 100 feet, and is above the threshold for pain in humans. These modems blast modulated sound at frequencies ranging from 7 kHz to 170 kHz, encompassing almost the entire hearing range of dolphins, which use sound for hunting and navigating.

There is no place on Earth where the death-cult black magicians have not invaded with their inverted, perverted technology of poisons that they have backed with lies to cover up the truth. Take for example this heart-wrenching article by world-class journalist Jon Rappoport in which he lays out the fake-virus Ebola story in Africa:

While it is painful to realize that we have been lied to — and we believed the lie — we must face this fact or we become infantilized, unwilling to stop the madness.

The New (c)Age
And so, instead of confronting the atrocities in one’s own mind or in their family, most people latch on to the many popular writers and vloggers who profess spiritual prowess while proposing full-on escapism as the answer: Get out of Africa, or California, or New York, or Canada, and move to Central America, or Peru, or Sweden! Move to the country and grow all your own food! They encourage practicing daily 3-hour meditations, juice fasts, and Ayahuasca festivals, as if these are authentic ways to destroy evil. Trying to escape — physically or mentally — is just another expression of spiritual bypassing. The only way to win is to be a warrior: To stand up, step out, speak out, and act. We must take right action based on our Creator-given rights, simultaneously pulling down the flimsy Wizards’ veil. And it starts inside each of us.

Black Box Programming
Speaking of escapism, we turn on the big and small black boxes to watch Hollywood films, Netflix series, and HBO star-studded concerts for several hours each week, forgetting that we have as much if not far more creativity than any studio writer, actor, or musician making millions of dollars off of our attention. Ever notice how every movie is a re-make of another movie, book, or historical event, and they keep rotating, like clothing styles? Ever notice how all the sit-coms really say the same thing? That men are either stupid, lazy wimps or crass assholes; that women are either spiritually vapid wage earning bitches or whiny princesses; and that children manipulate the parents into the most ridiculous decisions? Ever notice how music keeps devolving into super-star artists with the same basic look, moves, and five-note melodies with few actual musicians on stage? Ever notice how their music performances, photographs, and videos are essentially pornography mixed with Satanism and Luciferianism? That’s because black-magician-backed industry execs tell them all what to do, and they do it as a means to an end: More money, prestige, and power. Notice a theme here?

Here’s the truth: WE are the creative ones. But let’s face it, folks: We’ve been betrayed since birth. (And I won’t even get into the problem with “birth certificates.”) It goes back innumerable generations. It goes on in every facet of this so-called “reality,” which, when we peel back layers, amounts to the workings of a few people who successfully played us by preying on our weakness: Our willingness to hand over control of our lives to them. In less than a century, we have gone from “food as thy medicine” to [fake] “food” putting us into cardiac arrest at astronomical rates; from reading books and discussing philosophy to scrolling through social media and trolling in 140-character hate-filled tirades followed by photos of our fancy lunch; from using our imagination for creating things of beauty and function to buying everything online or in big-box stores that was made by slave labor in other countries that we denigrate because “we’re number one.” This is how deep the betrayal goes, and we’re being fed more ways to bring it on, every day, in every conceivable way.


Right now, as I write this article, another highly specific global betrayal has been going on since late 2019, targeting humanity in the worst way: By using our good nature against us. How is it accomplished? First, the psychopaths trying to run the world figured out that if they persuade each of us to take responsibility for everyone else’s health, we will abdicate the very freedoms that make us Divine beings out of deep care for our fellow humans. And their scheme is working. People around the world are wearing face masks, mistakenly thinking they are protecting other people from getting sick with a disease they themselves don’t even have. In fact, this disease is nothing more than a re-branded cold or flu, which actually occurs because a person doesn’t take care of their own health (ever notice how most people get “the flu” between Halloween and the first of the new year, after bingeing on sugar, white flour, salt, and alcohol?). But that doesn’t “matter” because government leaders, “public” “health” officials, med-tech professionals, and the media are pushing the notion of this fake disease so hard and fast, so often, that people are succumbing again to mass betrayal on the grandest level. Even if the virus was real, there has been no excess mortality based on previous decades (until the roll-out of mRNA “gene therapy” inoculations.)

Most people have been persuaded to close their businesses; to stay home and refrain from getting sunshine and exercise; to detach themselves from family, friends, and community. No one can visit grandma in the care facility, because the facility cares so much about grandma’s health that their new “policy” demands total isolation, even though grandma’s actually going to die from loneliness, not from a fake virus. People have even been bullied into keeping their children out of school — where at least they have social time with their friends — and to set them up in front of computers to do “virtual school.” This puts an extreme amount of stress on working families, who must now stay home to monitor their children online. Those businesses and schools that are “allowed” to remain open force people who go inside the buildings to wear face masks, face shields, and gloves; to use toxic hand sanitizer; to not share normal things, like pencils, books . . . or hugs.

The foundation for this psychological warfare began in the early twentieth century, after  Austrian business consultant Edward Bernays made known his ideas for shaping public opinion, or what we call propaganda. Advertising was forever changed, and businesses — along with governments — began marketing campaigns to persuade people to buy things they did not really need, like WWII. Indeed, Nazi Germany relied fundamentally on propaganda and a fully complicit backdoor ally, the United States, to achieve atrocities. Following on war heels was the psychologically manipulating invention of allopathic medicine, often called Western medicine or, derogatorily, Rockefeller medicine. This is because the Rockefeller family invested large sums of money from their successful company, Standard Oil, in backing research into “disease management” and the manufacture of pharmaceuticals . . . from petroleum. They used incomplete and unsound research from Louis Pasteur, for example, to push the false notion of viruses as communicable diseases. Backed with Bernays’ brilliant marketing schemes, it took less than a generation to persuade people in both “democratized” and “under-developed” countries to latch onto the idea that individual people could contract a particular virus (like influenza) and then transmit that virus to another person through their breath, bodily fluids, and skin contact. Nowadays, viral or germ theory is widely believed to be the reason for “seasonal colds and flu,” despite innumerable, replicable scientific studies showing the utter falsity of these assumptions. And did you ever think about the word “influenza”? It means “influence.” The propagandists want you to associate it with the virus affecting self and others, when it more likely means that the cons are influencing us to believe in their made-up theories!

Jump to late 2019 and the beginnings of a so-called “viral outbreak” in China, Italy, and Spain named COVID-19 (CV-19) for the SARS-Cov-2 virus which has never been isolated, purified, or seen under a microscope and yet is being vilified as the unseen cause of millions of deaths and hundreds of millions more illnesses. “Authority” figures have completely coopted the mainstream media and all major social media outlets — along with much of the “alt-media” — to present their constantly changing and “trust-the-science” based plans for saving humanity while caging us like animals (they believe we are actually less than animals). They spout numbers, although never citing actual data, and speak in terms of “following the science” and “ridding the world of Covid” at all costs. Most people have come under some kind of spell or hypnosis, asking “how high?” when the talking heads say “jump.” Worse still, in my opinion, are the people “going along to get along.” These folks show their true position as followers and not leaders, and yet their unwillingness to stand bravely against a bunch of pathetic sycophantic career clowns is dragging down the collective life force. The result is that those of us showing courage are easily targeted as “anti-vaxxers,” “conspiracy theorists,” and “psychologically deranged,” when the opposite is true. Those believers and meek followers have succumbed to the real illness: A mind virus.

To further this virus mania, the Real-Time Polymerase Chain Reaction (PCR) process, invented by Kary Mullis, was implemented under false pretenses as a diagnostic tool for finding CV-19 in snot using extremely long swabs that painfully scrape the delicate cribriform membrane, the crucial barrier for safeguarding our brain against deadly bacterial infection. (Kary Mullis was an outspoken critic of using PCR as a diagnostic tool; he died in October 2019, just before the announcement of the first CV-19 “case” in China.) As of the writing of this article, people are still waiting in lines to be tested at their workplace and in the general public, and even using in-home test kits. Meanwhile, the CDC has withdrawn PCR as a useless tool they originally pushed to establish ridiculous “casedemics,” essentially admitting that, according to Patrick Wood, Director of Citizens for Free Speech, “an unapproved experimental testing diagnostic was used to trick people into taking unapproved experimental mRNA injections.” And Anthony Fauci, Chief Medical Officer to the President, recently admitted that “mandates” — mask wearing, social distancing, social isolation, business closures, etc. — were implemented as a mechanism for people to clamor for vaccines in order to return to normal. How is this blatant lying and coercion allowed to be called “science”?

This is how the black magicians set up a deep level of betrayal.

There are so many lies in this global betrayal that watching the “authorities” is like being in a crazy-dream circus where definitions, statistics, recommendations, and “heroes” constantly morph. We’ve never seen so many clowns on parade in so little time and space, throwing candy (poison jabs and more lies) to their mesmerized audience with zero regard for the obvious adverse effects — which governments and their lackeys conveniently ignore with the help of their mainstream media presstitutes. Lies are piled on top of lies so high, the pile is going to reach the moon (unlike any astronauts filmed in space modules made from aluminum, glitter, and curtain rods).

This phenomenon of global betrayal is creating a mass formation psychosis never before experienced in the history of the world. People have pitted themselves against one another in the fight to be right, forgetting to question anything, let alone a few key factors — like the fact that there are no actual pictures of this virus, only computer renderings, and the fact that the supposed “cure” for this illness has changed from “wear a mask, social distance, and use hand sanitizer for two weeks to flatten the curve” to “take this inoculation;” to “get two jabs;” to “now you need a booster;” and then, “you’ll need at least one more jab if not several more.” And yet, few people are standing up to the madness and saying, “This is senseless and arbitrary, and I am invoking my inalienable rights.” How can this debacle end well if people continue to watch the clown parade?


Answer: None of this would stay afloat if we all started doing one thing: Healing from the betrayal in our own lives. We need to recognize that betrayal is the rape of the human soul/spirit/mind. It’s a con job, a crime committed by the purveyors of death-cult systems. Betrayal is by design. It’s the way they steal our precious attention, through the pain of being sold out by the people we love, trust, and emulate; by the institutions we respect and rely on; and by the very fabric of our entire social structure. Without betrayal by our loved ones, the clown-cons would be forced to commit — beyond what they already perpetrate — abject physical torture en masse, which is very expensive, messy, and easily noticed by others. Betrayal, on the other hand, is cheap and clean, and very few people know it is happening because it comes with credible curmudgeons, sexy saviors, and hipster heroes who magically relieve us of our personal responsibility of maintaining freedom and divinity.

We must stop the cycle of betrayal at its root: Satanism. Or maybe you call it black magic. Or Luciferianism. Perhaps dark occultism. Archons. Satan. Wetiko. The Illuminati. The global elite. These are just a few names for the same forces of the anti-life death-cult. All betrayal starts and ends with this force, this “spirit of evil.” Importantly, we need not fear this force! WE are the life-force. WE are creator beings. And WE belong here. Earth is not a home for the death-cult clowns. They are not creator beings, since 1) they aren’t even “beings,” they are non-beings cut off from Divine Source and supposed to be on their way to entropy, a frozen state of nothingness; and 2) because of that, they cannot create, only siphon off our precious energy and mimic Creation. If we look to their “playbook,” as I call their tactical template, it includes one thing: Projecting a false, fear-based reality as an overlay or hologram onto true, objective reality which is Nature. That’s IT, that’s all they’ve got. They’re a cabal of pathetic Wizards of Oz, hiding behind a curtain while pulling the levers of a laughable light-manipulating machine to captivate our attention. Toto, we’re not only not in Kansas anymore, we’re witnessing a full-blown clown parade of Oz-like wanna-be wizards.

Plato’s Cave: How to Make a New Movie
Here’s my updated take (in parentheses) on the allegory of Plato’s Cave.

Frightened people (most of humanity right now) are existing quite poorly inside a dark cave (their home; a hospital bed; their crappy job). The cave wall is lit by flickering torches (highly manipulable light fields) and the cave dwellers can’t seem to stop watching (they are hypnotized by black-screen digital devices). Unseen entities (black magicians up to no good whatsoever) who are positioned strategically behind the cave dwellers manipulate the light to make hellacious moving shadows on the wall while they shout scary things (just like on tv, social media, a stage, or a movie theatre screen). It’s their movie, after all. Viewers are mesmerized and frightened by the dark images and horrific sounds, and they remain inside the cave, immobilized by their fear.

One living man or living woman listens to their heart (turns away from the shadows) and decides to leave the cave (to “change the movie” and explore another, more fun and loving reality), while the others ridicule him/her and try to persuade them to stay inside where they feel safe (mentally chained inside a hell-hole). Despite the fear-based persuasive campaign of the cave dwellers, he/she leaves and discovers a big, beautiful natural world full of truly amazing possibilities, where they learn and grow, and become a creative individual, moving through fear into truth, love, and freedom.

Thrilled with their discovery, the living man or living woman goes back to tell the cave dwellers of this new fulfilling life, but they remain in the cave, having no interest whatsoever in exploring outside it. They have been traumatized by the betrayal of the light-exploiting shadow-makers. It may take a personal tragedy, a local disaster, or a global cataclysm to wake the cave dwellers from their self-inflicted imprisonment — even though all it really takes is recognizing the betrayal, stopping being a clown-parade-goer, listening to one’s heart, and taking one life-affirming step after another.


The current state of our black magic captivated world requires a lot of listening to our thoughts and evaluating our past and present actions so we can avoid remaining woe-is-me victims. If we cannot bear witness to the betrayal, we cannot heal it. It’s an illness that is first mental, since everything starts in the mind. The truth is, we are victims to these perverted psychopaths and their projections, but this is no time for wallowing in self-pity and spiritual bypassing. And unless you’re in a serious legal situation which requires temporarily entering the black magic bubble, it’s definitely not prudent to try and “take down the clowns” (that’s why I wrote “funny” in the chapter title).

I myself have called and written to corporations that attempted to disaffirm my inalienable rights, but it took a huge amount of effort, including hundreds of hours of research and writing, as well as one-on-one confrontation regarding State and Federal laws. I would not advise such a move for folks who are angry — as well they should be — but have little or no understanding of both Natural Law and man-made laws. One needs both wise warrior skills and the pure heart of a child to step into a clown parade and dismantle it from within. I did a relatively small butt-kicking to be able to shop bare-faced and beautiful in a corporate grocery store in our little town. But in general, we can leave that and greater levels of this cave-cleaning, clown-ass-kicking work to the masters.

For the rest of us, it’s time to step off the sidewalk and start creating a new script for our present and future! And for those of us who are psychologically individuated and mature, we must continue to be vigilant with our movie-making. We must allow the very recognition of black magic betrayal to be the healing catalyst and then stand up, step forward, and slay the scary clowns attempting to further betray us. We “slay them” by moving in the direction that intuition leads the heart and informs the mind on what to do. We are the writers, directors, editors, and producers of our life’s film! A heart-based production is sure to kick the clowns’ butts, and I affirm this from my own personal experiences throughout my life. This creative process will look different for each of us in varying situations, and so I cannot offer specific answers as to “what to do” or “how to do it.” I can offer this, though:

You know what must be done. You know that your unique diamond perceptions and perspectives — as a spark and sparkle of the Divine — are a beacon for yourself internally and for others externally. “What must be done” will require stepping outside the cave, outside of your personal comfort zone. Just start by not watching the clown parade. Maybe that looks like not scrolling on Facebook/Meta for another wasted moment, choosing instead to knit a llama wool garment; to play with your kids, and to dance in the kitchen; to call a friend, to write them a card and send it; or just step outside and marvel at the trees as they murmur sweet sounds and sway in the breeze. See? I just wrote a poem! This is totally doable clown-ass-kicking.

On a more sobering note, I must say: Often, the thing that you fear to do is the thing that you must do. It will require standing up for freedom, because your freedom is everything. When you free yourself from all “authorities” and align yourself with truth, you become a spiritual warrior role model for others. Of course, the fearful cave dwellers don’t remember that right now, and the black magicians and their career clowns don’t want you to be free. So be prepared for backlash; they will do everything in their anti-life death-cult condition to drag you back into the cave and chain you there, but you must resist with every breath, with every thought, with every step. There will be challenges, since we’ve been programmed since birth with their movies filled with their inverted, perverted, painful ideas of reality.

But fear not, my reader friends, for the “reality” you have been bullied into seeing is but a bunch of light-manipulated shadows on the wall. It’s a billion-gallon barrel full of crappy movies created by con-artist would-be jailers to make you pants-pissing afraid so that you run to their systems of false safety and security. Ope, nope! We are de-programming from all their inverted, perverted, betrayal-based mind control . . . and re-programming ourselves for LOVE.

The only true safety is in trusting your HeartMind intuition while growing into your inalienable rights by practicing your gift of life-affirming creativity.

Now, it is time to see through and beyond the illusory projections created by black magicians’ betrayal, to pull back the curtain on the death-cult, to stop giving attention to their sycophantic career-clowns-on-parade, and to truly thrive as a powerful, beautiful, creative, living man or living woman. It’s time to walk away from the old scripts and write the movie of YOUR LIFE!

UPDATE: I was asked by a reader to directly answer my question:
“Why do people find joy in re-creating their own betrayal on an innocent child?”
Here is my reply:

Parents think it’s cute because we’ve been mind-controlled through trauma to think/act like the psychopathic CONs who delight in both punishing us and mocking us. So when parents laugh at the crying babies, they are mocking the children in the same way that they themselves were mocked: All betrayal is a mockery. When this trauma goes unhealed, and is repressed completely, the parents/adults/elders have fallen into the notion that baby’s trauma is “normal” and “no big deal.” This is the notion behind all trauma-based mind-control: The trauma is severe enough to cause dissociation from the pain (physical, psychological), and then the mental split occurs. That’s why the parents pretend to feel sad when the baby cries (“aww, poor baby doesn’t understand Santa yet”) at the same time as they delight in repeating the perverse mockery heaped on themselves as children, and they make all that part of perpetuating the lie of Santa. It is an unnatural, artificial PROGRAM designed to undermine our very spiritual essence.

This same programming is on display when “elders” — if we haven’t healed — normalize the pain of our children and say, “Buck up, life is hard.” This could happen when a child is bullied at school, or quits an unsuitable job, or deals with substance abuse after a “failed” relationship. I’m not saying that we shouldn’t prepare our children / ourselves for dealing with tough times and situations, but all that communication can only be best done when the parents/adults/elders have healed their own traumas. Which most people on the planet have DEFINITELY NOT DONE. Because it is painful. Doing so would require that 1) they realize that artificial programming is the root cause; 2) they admit succumbing to the betrayal programming and inflicting it on others; and 3) they change their very thinking and their ways. All three components must be met. This individuation and maturation process often results in divisiveness either temporary or permanent between parents/grandparents/children, other family members, the community, and so on. It’s fucking huge. Society is fucked up.

We have all been victims of trauma-based mind-control, been repeatedly hurt and repeatedly hurtful toward others. But the harm only becomes truly our fault if we fail to do the work of fixing our broken psychology, of healing the betrayal trauma once and for all.


Put on your protective headgear and remove all sharp objects from your vicinity! In my next article, I will be analyzing the mother of all betrayals: The Globe Earth Model. If you can at least begin to question this model, you are beginning to unplug from the Matrix.

As always, I am sending you much love.


Author’s Note: This analysis, interpretation, and all ideas included herein constitute a work in progress culminating as of the published date and time. My perceptions — and therefore my perspectives — frequently change due to new insights from my personal experiences and outside information from books, articles, and other people’s experiences. Constraints and exigencies aside, if there are radical changes to this article, I will update it or post a new one with revisions. Thank you for reading and for your consideration!


Some of you reading this article may be well aware of how the black magicians in our midst use ideograms to effect their “power” over us. I use words such as “power” in quotes to show that most people have come to under-stand (to stand under) the twisted meanings of these words and the “authorities” speaking these words, precisely because of the kind of psychological manipulation I refer to in this and other of my articles.

The black magicians use symbols, sigils, signs, and word-spells everywhere. This is the essence of propaganda, of mind control. They have infiltrated virtually every aspect of society and culture as we know it, including but not limited to Native Tribes in the United States of America. I have seen this up close and in person with regard to the Navajo Nation as recently as August 2021: This tribe is collectively captured, although there may be individual members who remain somewhat free — or as free as one can be within the social constructs of our “reality.”

We can see the influence of these dark occultists (the word occult means “hidden”) in local, regional, national, and international corporations, organization, and governments; in education from pre-K to high-level academia; in large agricultural operations; in medicine and science; in entertainment and sports; in books, magazines, and advertising; and of course, in both official “news” and off-the-record controlled-opposition media (“alt-media”). Most small-town city councils are being run by occultists; city leaders encourage family owned businesses, public institutions, and individual people — especially children — to imitate the socially accepted audio-visual cues. The result? We sacrifice our individual autonomy and our children’s future autonomy to these “authorities,” continually re-creating the controlled chaos of post-modern “life.”

What I am talking about is these CON-TROLL-ers manipulating individual people’s minds, and using them to then manipulate their families, friends, and communities. Do you see what I did therewith the word “control”? These dark occultists are CONS, and furthermore they are TROLLS. They connive amongst themselves to troll us, using our friends, family, neighbors, colleagues, and employers, via all forms of media, to stir up increasing levels of enmity, divisiveness, and illusory fear-mongering.

Black magicians disguise all this divisiveness and devastation as “freedom, light, and love.” They tell us, for example, that sending our troops into a foreign country to blow it up is not only “okay,” but “the right thing to do” in the name of “freedom.” How does sending men in to kill people we don’t even know in any way equate to “freedom”? And “freedom” for whom? As another example, they tell us that people are “free” to choose any gender. Is there another one besides “male” and “female”? Because last I checked, the word “gender” comes from the root “gen” which refers to “male and female” and the ability to procreate At the same time, they tell us that we are “not free” to purchase or have delivered to our own homes incandescent light bulbs in California. This is under the guise that incandescent bulbs “use too much energy,” even though trucks can still run 24/7 on dirty diesel fuel, literally spewing poison into the air. Question: How do they get to decide who is “free”? Answer: Because we have been traumatized into giving our power over to them. Their use of “love,” “light,” and “freedom” are concepts of the Divine that they invert for their benefit, and theirs only.

These black magicians operate behind the scenes — like the Wizard of Oz being projected into the sky from behind a curtain in a secret room — and in plain sight — like parents, school principals, insurance agents, and “experts.” They are Satanists and Luciferians. Satanists worship the deities and use the energetic principles associated with Saturn, the planet named to represent “Satan” in Christianity, “Set” in Egyptian religion, and “Archons” of the Gnostic tradition. This energy is dark, negative, constricting, controlling, and all about constant, maximized suffering. Luciferians worship and use exotic technology, bringing to Earth bizarre elements that are both unknown and antithetical to organic life.

These two factions — Satanists and Luciferians (I call them archons or just use the acronym S&Ls) — work together to propagandize ideas, symbols, and illogical, emotion-based conditions that help them to fabricate a cheap, crappy copy of our true Paradise. S&L worshipers comprise an anti-life cult of death. The leaders of this cult use the creativity of living men and women to design mind programming and the machines for disseminating their programs: And we, “ordinary people,” who are almost completely cut off from our sense of sovereignty and Divinity, get tricked, bribed, or coerced into accepting the programming, often with a sense of exhilaration or release, as if a weight has been lifted off us. In recalling the “original trauma,” which I explain in more detail later, it is interesting to note that these programs magically appeal to our distressed souls, offering 1) leaders who would fight for our “freedom,” 2) convenient options for “saving time” in our over-burdened lives, and 3) distraction from the myriad obligations borne of “tradition” to family, community, government, and the world. Examples of such programming are Second Wave Feminism; Hollywood films, tv shows, music, and music videos; processed food; pharmaceutical drugs; and education since the early 1900s.

The only power of these dark occultists is in creating ILLUSIONS that manipulate our mind/body/spirit complex. If we get hooked into giving our energy — especially our fear-based energy — to these illusions, it brings more despair, destruction, and death into the world which we then see as “reality.” In other words, the illusions trick us into creating more negative death-cult energy, which keeps the illusions going. It’s an insidious system.

I have had some recent insights to help break down the deceptive control mechanisms imposed on men, women, and children in everyday life. I have chosen two symbols that I want to explore with you: the cross and the cube. The first is the cross.


The cross has been used ad nauseam throughout history to “re-mind” all people — even those NOT of the Christian religion — that Christ [supposedly] died on a cross. The symbol has been used in films and television, literature and poetry, advertising, and songs to re-mind us that “we all have a cross to bear.” We continually re-live a traumatic event every time we see or think about Christ’s tortured, dying body hanging on the cross. As I will explain, this is intentional.

The cross is a programming symbol choreographed in multiple ways, by corporations, governments and their agencies/agents, and secret societies, all with the sole intention of controlling us with a constant barrage of fear. Most people are unaware of this agenda and the hidden power behind the image of the cross, and so they don’t realize they’re being mentally and spiritually manipulated by it. The implication is that the day-to-day and spiritual lives of these unaware people are being orchestrated by an unseen director — or one in plain sight. When people see even a plain cross, they have been entrained to see a tortured dead or dying man upon it. In other words, they continue bearing witness to the brutal murder of mankind.

Examples of the cross — outside of the obvious religious uses — include but of course are not limited to national flags from all of the Nordic countries; Switzerland; the U.K.; and the Dominican Republic. Corporations like Windows, Chevrolet, Blue Cross, and Exxon use the cross (although interestingly, Exxon’s logo is a double cross). And then there is the obvious Red Cross, which is an international organization that purportedly provides relief to war-torn and other disaster-ridden people. Certain groups and “secret societies” use the cross as emblems and in rituals: Freemasons, Knights Templar, and Rosicrucians, for example.

Here is an excellent blog post showing how the cross has been and is still used throughout the world:

Side Note: Researchers such as Mark Passio (The One Great Work) and Michael Tsarion (UnSlaved) delve deeply into the field of symbology, in addition to other revelatory perspectives and perceptions. I highly recommend reading and viewing their works.


The cross is essentially an unfolded cube: This is the basis for my perspective that I’m sharing in this article. The cube is the second symbol to analyze. Consider that a cube is made up of six squares: One on the bottom, one on the top, and four to make the sides. When you connect the squares on all sides, you create an enclosed shape known as a box or a cube.

Here is a graphic illustration I created to help you visualize how it is done:

The cross is an unfolded square box

There you have it: An unfolded cube is a cross! Here they are next to each other in an image I found on the internet:

But why is this important?


The Great Deception

To dark occultists, the cube is an important symbol. The cube represents a three-dimensional version of the four sides of a square. Just as a two-dimensional triangle becomes a three-dimensional pyramid, the four-sided two-dimensional square becomes a 3D enclosure we know as a cube. All well and good in the world of theory.

But here is where the great deception begins: Squares, and therefore the 3D cube, are not present in Nature. This is because the natural world has no exact corners. But, one may argue, the hexagon is present in the honeycomb! To which I reply: If you look closely at the honeycomb, you can see that its hexagonal pockets are rounded, not squared off. Nature is architected in curves. No matter how pointed a crystal may appear, when we magnify it, we see that its “edges,” however minuscule, undulate. This is because frequency — the principle of Nature — is curvilinear, moving in waves of vibration.

Since Nature is curvilinear, where do objects like pyramids and cubes come from? How do we have square buildings, boxes, and all things made from hard angles? I am not saying that straight lines don’t exist: They clearly do, at least in appearance. I’m saying that I think “box-shaped” objects are non-terrestrial — non-natural — and are therefore exotic technology. They represent a binary system outside of Nature’s harmonious frequencies. This is the system of the archons, the S&Ls.

For example, there are distinct differences between analog audio recordings and digital recordings. Analog recordings transfer the actual physical, moving frequency waves of live sound performances onto physical vinyl discs or magnetic audio tape. Digital recordings transfer the actual physical, moving frequency sound waves (or the pre-recorded analog recordings) into a computer-chip-based binary system of 1s and 0s, which translates to either On or Off. Analog recordings capture the full range of flowing frequencies, whereas as digital recordings capture only a selected range of frequencies which are then translated into modulations of sound-on/sound-off. In this sense, analog recordings are curvilinear, while digital recordings are squared-off and not natural, despite that digital proponents claim to “add back in” the curvilinear aspect, which is entirely untenable due to the selected mitigation of so-called “noise” frequencies. Analog proponents claim that these “noise” frequencies are vital to the beauty of sound and therefore to sound recordings in general.

It doesn’t take a life-long audiophile to hear the distinct difference between analog and digital recordings of the same piece of music. Analog audio is rich in sound because the technology allows for capturing the broadest range of frequencies. These flowing frequencies literally resonate with our physical bodies: We feel the music. Digital audio lacks this richness because very high, very low, and certain mid-range frequencies get lopped off in the binary system — relegated to only zeros, and never to be heard or felt. Who decides which digital “noise” frequencies get zeroed-out?

In sum, digital music is “cube music”: A deliberate deadening or removal of certain frequencies. It is a censorship of information. Who benefits from this sound manipulation?

Here is a simplified view of the difference between analog sound waves and digital sound wave samples:

And so, the cube represents selective removal of information while also representing a place in which to contain and to hide that information and other things.

With the cube, the archons can keep their creepy black magic mumbo-jumbo and astrological-numerological craftwork hidden from “ordinary” people, carrying on unhindered with their social engineering through the manipulation of information, including facts and frequencies. In fact, they have for millennia manipulated people in myriad ways to unknowingly worship and thus give significant amounts of their personal and collective energy to the archons’ malevolent gods and entities. This is the essence of the S&L cooptation of signs, symbols, and sigils for use in programming our minds which then lead our bodies and souls into their destruction-despair-death traps.

I have studied researchers who explain the connection between Saturn the planet and Satanism/Luciferiansim. One hefty article I found is here: Here is another blog post containing similar themes, and the author even shows the cube-and-cross:

Furthermore, I did a speed-read through Norman Bergrun’s book, The Ringmakers of Saturn. In it, the author lays out photographic and scientific evidence that accurately shows Saturn’s rings containing stunningly large Electromagnetic Vehicles (EMV’s) believed to part of a massive power-generating machine. Here is Paul A. Phillips’ concise explanation of this mechanism as posted on the blog

“It has been said that in the matrix control system, Saturn is the “mainframe computer” powered up by our sun’s photonic energy. Then Saturn sends out information which is received by our Moon acting as some kind of interface modular system. The moon, in turn, sends communication signals to Earth using virtual instrumentation, producing the simulated information; the fake reality that we receive and believe to be real.

The assimilation of this fake reality inside the inescapable matrix has been used as a platform for those seemingly never ending cycles related to reincarnation suffering, death, disease, and famine….”

Based on new research materials along with millennia-old texts and Native Peoples’ oral accounts, these authors all concur that the Satanic/Luciferian wanna-be-gods will stop at nothing to continue siphoning off our divine energy through their sophisticated but evil psycho-spiritual scheme.

It is my current inner-standing that all that changed when Christ Energy (uncorrupted crystalline frequency of The Divine) became embodied here on Earth in the soul of a man known as Jesus, or Yeshua. Christ’s message was that evildoers are manipulating our individual and collective consciousness through all manner of lies, trickery, and violence — and that we need to free ourselves from the bondage by seeking the Divine Kingdom within.

The “creative editors,” shall I say, of the Bible needed to change just enough of the story of Christ’s raison d’etre, his death, and his resurrection in order to continue torturing and enslaving the hearts, minds, and souls of men, women, and children. Because the cross and the crucifixion of Christ are embedded in our collective psyche — especially in the religious beliefs of many individuals — I have been exploring deeply how to better evaluate it all, to bring to light the great deception. I have synthesized the works of many scholars, some of whom I mentioned earlier, as well as the musings of lay persons of great intelligence and my own intuitive notions to arrive at the following analysis and interpretation.

The Narrative Analysis

First and foremost, I refute the idea that “God” sent Jesus Christ as a sacrifice. This faulty logic would only hold true for people who believe in a Divine Creator that is NOT TRULY DIVINE. A Creator of Pure Love would not force His/Her Creation — that is, you, me, Jesus, and every other ensouled being — to experience pain, suffering, or “death” as we have been entrained to view it. If the Prime Creator is indeed Divine, He/She would have no “thoughts” of anything but all the things we know that make life worth living: Joy; dancing; singing; creating music and art; gardening and otherwise enjoying nature; loving our families and friends; feeling the warmth of the sun; and communing with the stars.

Only a cruel, loveless, perverted creator would demand that his/her/its so-called “amazing rock-star child” should live a life of torture, isolation, and humiliation, then die a horrible death. Are you with me? A loving God wouldn’t force their child away from home to endure this hell . . . but a sick “wanna-be god” surely would.

What I’m getting at here is that, while there are kernels of Truth and pearls of wisdom in biblical texts, the story we’ve been told of Jesus Christ is mostly a lie. I think that a spark of The Eternal God used his own free will to incarnate here as “the son of God” and help us get out of this hellish Matrix. I think that he came here knowing what to expect because he’d “been around the block” enough times that he figured out the archons’ system. And what is that system?

It’s the Karmic Recycling Program, designed to trick souls into coming back to Earth. Why do we need to be deceived into coming here and being subjected to [almost] complete memory loss of the trickery? Because insane wanna-be rulers ruined the real, intentional Paradise — in which our original, pure love energy, crystalline-structured Light Being ancestors resided — and turned it into Prison Planet. No one would gladly come here if they knew the constant hardship, inequity, and despair they would have to endure. These soulless non-beings set up this Matrix — a holographic nightmare, covering up our true world —  and they’re still doing it for one reason: To feed off our Divine energy and try to manipulate us into permanently separating our spirits/souls from our consciousness so they can “exist” here forever and not have to go to entropy. But all that wouldn’t sound so good in the “Come to Earth!” brochure.

A bit of backstory here:

These archon non-beings were somehow corrupted like errant thought-forms and they chose to leave the Living Eternal Prime Creator. Or, perhaps — and this makes equally as much if not more sense — the Creator expelled them and that’s why they are so incensed and bent on retaliation. This decision meant that they were moving immediately out of existing as free, living, loving beings of light, endowed with eternal life, and into entropy, a frozen state of nothingness. On their way to entropy, they saw the Paradise known as Earth and decided to crash land, donning AI suits to cover their non-beingness, and see if they could get some life-sustaining energy again. Once they arrived in a most disruptive way, causing a massive planetary cataclysm, the shell-shocked Light Beings — who were previously unaware of pain, destruction, and death — saw the reflection of their own light on the fake “bodies” of these invaders. In their horror and confusion, they were manipulated into seeing incorrectly that real “Gods” had arrived. This has been called “The Original Trauma.”

These lying “gods,” who desire to be obeyed, worshiped, and fed a constant stream of our energy, well, they had it made in the shade for millennia. They hid the Truth and their dirty secrets inside cubes wrapped with shiny paper and topped with perfect bows. They erected an elaborate hierarchical system of masters and slaves: Rich and poor; owners and renters; divine rulers and the unwashed masses; Popes and plebes. They burned written historical accounts and pertinent works of art . . . along with most of the people skilled in passing on history in the oral as well as written tradition. Then the Christ Consciousness became embodied in the man known as Jesus, and everything changed.

(Yes, I know that this may be a lot to comprehend. So perhaps it’s a good time to put on some tea or walk around the park and let it all sink in: We’ve been lied to about who we are, where we are, and why we are here; and we’ve been robbed of our amazing history and almost entirely cut off from our spiritual awesomeness as Divine Creator Beings. To call the original trauma “the fall of man” is like saying a person who was shoved off a cliff “pushed himself”; It’s utterly ridiculous.)

The Narrative, The Cube, and The Cross

So Christ Consciousness came intentionally and became ensouled in the body of a man named Jesus. He spoke metaphorically and poetically about overcoming evil, both in the world and in one’s own being, in order to “get right” with the real Creator. Despite the churches telling them they were born into sin, Jesus called this out as a lie: People were not evil unless they perpetrated evil, and even if they did commit a wrong, they could make amends and still enter the Kingdom of Heaven. He advised them to rise to their higher selves and to seek the Kingdom of Heaven within, not through churches, other people, or material things. He put his body on the line, confronting injustice, manipulation, slavery, and all other forms of abuse, knowing full well that the master manipulators would seek him out and make him a “role model for how to get tortured.” But — and here is what I question with the official narrative — DID THEY ACTUALLY KILL HIM?

Is not this the same game the CONs play today? They single out a whistleblower who is put “on display.” He or she is publicly shamed as a “traitor” and quickly discredited with [falsified] evidence of a horrific crime such as sexual abuse, or embezzling exorbitant amounts of money from innocent investors. The politician puppets and media presstitutes read scripts handed to them prior to their performances on the “press conferences” and “news” shows, vilifying the whistleblower for all the world to see. There are kangaroo court trials which drag on for months and even years, keeping this one person front-of-mind for viewers, who quickly choose sides as to believing his/her guilt or innocence. Few minds are changed. Those who see the whistleblower as guilty demand the harshest punishment. Sometimes, as in the cases of JFK, MLK, John Lennon, et al, they are “assassinated” — or ARE they??

I have seen videos and photographs of such “assassinated individuals” as JFK, whose image quite remarkably resembles that of President Jimmy Carter at the age Kennedy would have been in those years. And I recently saw video footage of a man performing music and poetry as a John Lennon impersonator . . . who looks and sounds exactly like Lennon. If we laugh off these “coincidences,” I feel that we are bypassing one of the most important aspects of the archons: They openly mock us.

To this point: The official story goes that Jesus was betrayed by Judas and that led to him being interrogated, brutally tortured, and nailed to a cross to die outside while continuing to be tortured by enemy passersby. Then, because he was God’s son, he was discovered to be alive — “resurrected” — on the following Sunday, three days after his death. Did he really “die”? If so, was it actually him? Or was the whole thing an elaborate, cruel joke, a false flag timed perfectly to distract deeply traumatized followers of Christ as well as those who wanted to see him dead, all so the archons could pull off some other tragedy such as a full-blown war or other kind of genocide?

Or was the story concocted by churches — centuries after the supposed incident — during such a genocide. This is similar to how the myth of “evil marauding Vikings” came into the collective consciousness. It was actually the S&L Catholic Church that hired mercenary soldiers to rape, pillage, and murder the Nordic people and then burn down their villages. The remaining Viking men then sought revenge throughout Christianized Europe to reclaim their stolen riches (and enslaved wives and children). This history comes from The Bock Saga, one of the few books recounting what was previously only passed down in the oral tradition.

Have the current century’s archons ever pulled off such an elaborate, cruel joke as a false flag, like, say, 9/11? Or Pearl Harbor? Or the Bay of Pigs? Or any of the innumerable mass shootings in the United States? The answer is YES, yes, they have. So why would these secret society, dark occult bloodline people be any different THEN as opposed to NOW? The answer: They wouldn’t be any different, because there is only one “playbook” that they follow: One of lies and deception, inflicting cruelty and immense suffering, while openly mocking us. “Meet the new boss, same as the old boss.”

So in questioning the entire narrative, what can we surmise?

We can trust our instincts and say that Jesus Christ opened the cube of secrets. He didn’t rip the box open like a sugar-cookie-crazed kid on Christmas morning; he didn’t have to do it like that because Christ Consciousness IS TRUTH. All he had to do was tell people, colloquially speaking of course: “Let me tell you about this cube you see everywhere. It’s the same cube that the priest genuflects to on the altar; the same cube that the banker uses for money-changing; the same cube that the taxman uses to stash the fruits of your labors. The cube is to steal your money, your energy, your joy, and your memories. Maybe even to steal your children.” People started to question the cubes and the cube-holders. They started to change their ways, clean up their lives, and find real joy again — and the archons didn’t like it. Not one bit.

And so the soulless, humorless wanna-be rulers said to their soulless puppets in the churches, banks, and media: “Let’s use the symbol of the unfolded cube to torture and murder that troublemaking Jesus Christ. It’ll be a clear sign to others to never again CROSS us.” So did the murder actually happen? Maybe Christ lived a typically short life for that time period and returned to God with no torture and no crazy resurrection, except as told by the “creative editors” of the Bible, who also happen to be the archons.

And isn’t it interesting that the official story says “Jesus lived to be 33 years old”? Thirty-three is the “master number” of these archontic, Satanic/Luciferians who are known collectively as Freemasons. Yes, it is interesting, indeed. Once again, this biblical narrative openly ridicules us, showing another one of the archons’ symbols in plain sight.

They could only rule over us through deception, distraction, and violence or the vague threat of violence, and they knew it. So they built a bunch of other lies around a kernel of truth — that is, the cross — and that is how they continue the manipulation on Earth.

The scripted version of Jesus Christ is just close enough to the truth that, over centuries, billions upon billions of people believe it. They pray to Jesus (even though he said not to do that!) and they plan upon their death to meet him “in the light” for their redemption, with all the angels welcoming them into “heaven.” They do not realize that, upon “death,” our soul projects our true light energy out into the aether, only to be cast upon the traitorous Karma Kreeps Klan, whose job it is to bombard us with such immense shame and guilt for the unpaid “debts” to people, animals, nature, and society that our discombobulated soul desires to alleviate the suffering we allegedly caused, so we return to “make amends” in yet another life filled with suffering.

The real Christ came to tell us that we have been and continue to be traumatized, and how to stop the cycle.


Christ energy embodied in the man named Jesus. He OPENED the cube of black magic SECRETS, creating the CROSS. The archontic black magicians — which are non-beings supposed to be on their way to ENTROPY — used a faked story and eventually cajoled artists to create paintings and statues of Christ on the cross to symbolize the penance of torture and death for revealing The Truth, so that an already traumatized humanity would NOT WANT TO BE LIKE CHRIST JESUS. They would rather bow their heads, take their meds, and retire to their beds in a death-like existence which is an aberration of what was given to us as THE GIFT OF LIFE from the One Eternal Living Creator. The people squander their gift in FEAR — False Evidence Appearing Real — and repeat the cycle over and over and over.

Christ didn’t die on the cross; he created the cross by refusing to accept the covert lies and other perverted manipulations of the black magicians.

Life is for the LIVING. I encourage you to do your inner work of individuation and maturation. Search your soul and ask your Inner Guide (your Inner God) to help you find a way to where, who, and what you really truly are or want to be, and what you want to do — on Earth now and after you pass from this realm. And while you are here, I encourage you to share your perspectives, perceptions, and insights with others, in your own way. I’m doing it through my research, writing, music, art, teaching, cooking, and conversations. I don’t have all the answers, but I will continuing seeking Truth, Love, and Freedom until I have all the answers I need.

Thank you for reading!


Predicting the Plan-Demic?!

Back in October 2016, after recently graduating as a returning adult student with a Bachelor’s Degree in Communication Studies (magna cum laude, but who am I to toot my own horn? THEY gave the the so-called “honors”), my rock band decided to write and record a concept album. What’s a “concept album?” you might be asking.

A concept album starts with an overarching theme, a story from which the lyrics, music, arrangements, and production all create a musical journey, much like a film depicts a story. Popular concept albums include The Wall by Pink Floyd, Tommy by The Who, and American Idiot by Green Day.

In my band’s case, we wanted to do something very progressive in to reflect a more organic, soulful alternative to the sound-alike rock and pop “acts” making it to the airwaves. So we enlisted moi to write a screenplay as the larger story behind the songs.

As a side note, our band is called We Play For Cash, or WP4$. When my amazingly talented husband with a unique sense of humor got the idea for this band name, I told him that he — once again — got me “creatively impregnated”! Once the screenplay / story was written, we began to write songs.

Our music is still in production. Aside from quite a bit of band drama (and yes, we have found that many musicians bail when the path becomes difficult or unclear), writing truly creative music takes a long time — especially if you aren’t backed by globalists and their bazillions of dollars and their immense power over the former “fourth estate” now recognized as the mouthpiece of that very establishment.

We Play For Cash (WP4$) band members at Allegretto Inn and Resort in Paso Robles, California, featuring Left to Right: (seated) Lef D. Troyt and Tryxxie Pyxis,
and (standing) WaveRunner, Okie Wolf, Bam-Bam, Dead Boy Jubs, and Phil Durt.

The good news for you is that I decided yesterday to share my screenplay with you. So, here we go. It’s a fairly solid first draft that needs a lot of character background development to make the story more interesting.

But the important thing is that the script pretty much predicts the Cov-Ain’t narrative. Obviously, there are many departures from the current “reality” of the “ever-evolving” “news-worthy” social CON-struct. I’d love to read your comments after you’ve read my screenplay so we can compare notes!

Here is Seventh Evolution, the screenplay, in PDF:

Also, my home/business number is on the cover page, but please don’t call me. I don’t answer my phone if I don’t know your name and number. And I screen all my email messages, so only message me if you are serious about discussing the deeper implications of this screenplay. I will definitely converse with you if you take the time to read it and form some questions and/or perspectives for consideration.

Thank you!

Defying the Tyrannical Father Figure

The television, used for viewing “entertainment,” is actually a device intentionally created by tyrannical father figures to manipulate human consciousness (that’s your mind, attention, worldview, beliefs) and to enrich the designers and producers of all mainstream content.
None of it is for your benefit. All of it is for your rapid demise into their death cult.
(It ain’t called “programming” for nothing.)

If you want to truly be free — or as free as a human can be in this transitory time on Earth — you need to face, embrace, and deal every day or sometimes moment-by-moment with the fact that our entire world is scaffolded with a fear of punishment that is arbitrary, capricious, severe, and enduring. Because this is the modus operandi of all social constructs — and has been since at least the recorded human history we are privy to — we cannot escape the chastisement, nor can we be unchanged by its trauma-inflicting essence (at least not yet, and I’ll talk about that later in the article!).

Punishment inflicted by fear-mongering father figures is embedded in every religion, government, corporation, formal learning institution, and necessarily, the family. Social media; film and tv; music and music videos; advertising and marketing — and therefore everyday communication — are all built on the framework of fear and punishment. A person may venture to a mountaintop or other remote location to live a so-called “pristine life,” but because that person was (we shall assume) born into an earthly family, they will not have escaped the punitive coding: It’s a write-over of their DNA. At some point, the loner, too, will have to face the [fake] dragon and conquer it or be a slave to it . . . even in their well-meant solitude.

But before any readers chastise me, I want to say that both men and women play the role of tyrant. (Remember, mothers do a large percentage of hands-on parenting, and women do most of the K-12 “education” through government indoctrination centers, so females don’t get an automatic pass.) My actual claim is that this father-figure bully is like an overlaid blanket of doom, or a distorted reflection appearing as a fire-breathing fucker, perhaps, and it is crushing our free, creative human condition. It manipulates our divine DNA blueprint, intentionally hacking our thoughts and therefore manipulating our individual behavior and collective. Thus, any and every man, woman, and child is infected with this overlay — or mind virus, for a better term — and will display the exact same characteristics of a tyrannical father figure.

What are those traits? Here are just a few:

Focus on punishment and retribution. Narcissism. Unwillingness to be wrong and/or inability to feel remorse for inflicting harm on others, even mistakenly. Gas-lighting. Name calling. Distraction. Denial. Unpredictable, passive-aggressive behaviors. Fanning the flames of pain and suffering, and taking perverse delight in doing so. Distorting the truth, often using a kernel of truth to deceive, obfuscate, and misinform. Exerting violence — verbal, physical, or psychological. Inconsistent rules. Projection. Financial/economic coercion. Tracking and tracing. Control, both subtle and overt.

It looks a lot like this roulette wheel from hell:

The crazy mo-fo father figure is everywhere. If you’ve been harmed in any way by punitive forces of control (and since you’re alive on trauma planet, you definitely have been harmed), and you feel trapped, frightened, and alone, then you’ve got work to do.

What do I propose that work to entail? The answer is in the title of this piece: Defying the Fear-Mongering Father Figure.

Recall that this is not only about fathers, nor so-called patriarchal systems — although both may indeed be part of what surely needs to be dressed down in the micro and macro levels of life. This is about your state of being. It’s about you recognizing the energetic signature of control through fear and punishment, and subsequently, systematically refusing to acquiesce. Sounds simple in blog post; but it’s more complex in real life because it requires a vigilant mind. A person who spends much time on mainstream social media, watching tv/film/music videos, and seeking other entertaining distractions is going to find the process of observation and individuation to which I refer extremely difficult. Here is an idea of the investment:

First, one must have an open mind, and be willing to come up against cognitive dissonance in your perceptions, as this is a tool of the fake-fire-breathing fuckers to send you running back into your comfortable cave and never come close to dispelling their illusions and INVERSIONS OF TRUTH. My recommendations is to start seeing cognitive dissonance in operation now, as you read this article. If you’ve gotten this far, you’re probably ready to at least see the SNOGARD (that’s “dragons” spelled backward, a word inversion, see what I did there?)!

Second, one must have the attitude of gratitude, in the sense that you are worthy of being FREE AND SOVEREIGN. Mother Earth is your guide in this. As you look around the Natural World, endeavor to find your own personal connection with trees, flowers, birds, bugs. Try not to demonize them! We’ve been taught to fight and dominate the natural world, even while Nature — Mother Earth — is beckoning us and beaming love, light, and important information to us ALL THE TIME. You are worthy of good health, wealth and prosperity, of truly loving relationships, and all the things of your deepest, most treasured joyous dreams. Being grateful for every moment in your life is key to accepting the goodness that is your nature.

Third, one must be willing to venture into the world on every level — spiritual, mental, physical. You have to TEST YOURSELF as a free being. Sitting on the sofa while scrolling through Faceborg or Instaghoul on your phone is decidedly not living, it is simply existing in a frozen state of fear. In which case, the fuckers win. We are born to be mobile in the most beautiful ways! GET UP and explore the real, natural world — or any aspect of it that you choose — to create true joy.

Fourth, and finally, one must be willing to GROW. If you fulfill the first three response-abilities, then you have committed to evolving and adapting to and with Mother Earth — not from some insidious personal relationship manipulation or creepy corporate or government propaganda, but from a balance between your heart & mind and your authentic connection to life right here and now.

And while this work is intense, daunting, and often outright ridiculed by friends, family, and the community, it is the most important work you will do in your entire human existence. Furthermore, the rewards for doing this hard work are truly amazing! You will gain autonomy. You will become a warrior in the face of fear, a veritable samurai, slashing your way through hardship, and turning it all into your own pot of gold!

But if you’re not up for this adventure of a lifetime — as in, ante up, all in, cash out, make it a double — then don’t expect your life to improve. In fact, it’s most likely that you will create more and more misery: Declining health, physical pain, mental ineptitude, psychological trauma, and all-around weakness. How can you give over all your energy to the death cult while expecting something to “just happen” that will change the crappy results of your poor decisions into diamonds? To change lies into truth? To convert sickness into health?

That sounds like savior programming to me: Believing that someone or something will see your pathetic suffering ass and transform you into the picture of awesomeness with the wave of their magic wand or by speaking a secret spell . . .  just because they sense deep down that you deserve a better life.

Well, if it hasn’t happened yet, what makes you think it will happen, and in the nick of time, with no effort on your part? What kind of parents did you have who didn’t bother to teach you to get up and do stuff to make improvements in life? Like mow the lawn, or wash the dishes, or paint a pretty painting? Did no one clue you in to the fact that we have multiple senses, moving body parts, and brains for a reason? We’re supposed to think, and then make shit happen! Create things of beauty!

Well, it’s the same with the process of individuation and healing: You’ve got to start by deciding what kind of person you want to be and what kind of life you want to live. You’ve got to fix your messed up psychology so you can be your genuine self and go out into the world to do your cool mission and manifest great relationships, resources, and opportunities.

And to do all that, you’ve got to defy the tyrannical father figure who is everywhere — in the outer world and inside your head — telling you “you can’t,” “you’re lazy,” “you’re stupid,” “you’re never going to make anything of yourself,” “you’re not good enough.”

I’M TELLING YOU that this lying, cheating, demonic, twisted, shit-for-brains bastard is going to kick you when you’re down. (I said this is hard work.) But YOU are going to GET UP again every time, and become very strong in your head and in your heart. (Maybe you’ll even work on your body!) This fuckwad will try some fuckery when you’re UP, too . . . and oh what a headspin and heartbreak that will be.

But every time you tell this faking fucker to fuck off, you will get an immediate reward: YOU. Yes, you. You will re-integrate another piece of your self, your soul, your true spiritual power, with every valiant, heart-centered effort, and achieve a level of peace and freedom you never knew existed.

Are you worth it? Are you good enough? I think you are!

Now get to work slaying SNOGARDS, and have a ton of fun being your amazing self!

Love, Sharine.

Faulty Logic is the “Con” Tool of Controllers

This makes sense to WHO? Humanity is being openly mocked by those who wish to enslave us.

Dear Reader: I’ll be honest with my intention, in this article and all of my posts:

I don’t care to coerce you into any specific behavior or social attitude or action. You and I alike are endowed with the same inalienable rights, and one of those is free will. So my goal as a writer — as a living, breathing, spiritual woman — is not to force you against your will into subscribing to my beliefs. However, one way I endeavor to inspire readers is through my personal experience and “inner-standings” . . . and by asking many, many, many, many questions. Also maybe getting a little bit metaphorical. That all said, here’s my latest “inspiration.”

So . . .

I was in the car, with my husband next to me in the driver’s seat. We were in the parking lot of the local Trader Joe’s store, waiting for an employee to shop for the specific items we had kindly offered on an easy-to-read computer-printed list. Yeah, they do that now: It’s TJ’s “reasonable accommodation” for people like us who don’t wear a face mask. My husband and I no longer have the right to shop, which means to go into a store and look around for what we want. Our right to purchase goods by ourselves as full spectrum humans has been openly, unlawfully disaffirmed.

We are forced to wait in the car, treated like dogs (dogs!) who are not allowed — nor able — to shop.

Meanwhile, compliant people populate the store and, either out of fear or sheer compliance, they wear dirty, bacteria-filled face masks pulled out of a pants pocket or purse. They’re touching their masks, then touching the food, some of which they put back on the shelf. My husband and I are clean and healthy. We’re not afraid, we’re not wearing an identity-concealing face covering, and yet WE are the ones not allowed into the store. Does this seem “reasonable” or “logical” to you? Honestly, I think people should be able to choose to wear a face mask. My issue is businesses and other people being encouraged to FORCE ME to the sidelines because I don’t. Do you see the problem here? My rights are being ripped away from me because I don’t follow a non-law. I don’t force you to NOT wear a mask. Get it?

Quick reminder: Written, man-made laws are supposed to uphold and protect, at all costs, our inalienable rights — yes, even during times of so-called emergency! Do you care about my rights? Because MY rights are the same as YOUR rights. I don’t want anyone’s rights being violated.

If you can’t breathe properly, how does that affect your entire BEING?

Some more questions:

Did science™ suddenly advance so massively since influenza outbreaks just a few months prior to COVID, and that’s why the “officials” seemed to not “care” enough about us in the past to try to force face mask wearing? They just “didn’t have the science” in mid-2019? Do you honestly believe that? Where is the logic in this notion? And why are you not questioning “authorities”?

And consider this scenario:

What if the governor of your state issued a “mandate” (which is not a law) that everyone wear a special hat to deflect harmful rays from Saturn — rays depicted only as cartoons and in computer-generated models? After whipping up an unlawful frenzy within state, county, and local health agencies which widely publicize the information, the governor blatantly ignores the fact that anyone not wearing such a hat is being denied rightful access to normal goods and services that wearers have full access to, quite effectively creating a “hat privilege” division similar to pre-Civil Rights era “white privilege.”

Do you think this is reasonable and fair? Do elected officials and their agencies have a right to uphold the law? What if the widely promoted “science™” said that if you didn’t wear the special hat, Saturn’s rays would not only harm you, you would most certainly absorb and then transmit the rays to everyone around you? Would you research any of this? What would you do if you didn’t agree with the “science” and with government and businesses acting as though they could rightfully force you to wear the hat? Would you go along to get along, or would you refuse? What if the hat prevented you from turning your head in normal ways, so that you couldn’t see properly without constantly turning your body, or needing to remove the hat, which 95% of businesses would not allow? Is this normal and okay for you? Is limited vision and mobility worth the “inconvenience” of buying and wearing the hat? Would you force your children to wear the hat?

But I digress. I was talking about TJ’s.

The updated sign outside Trader Joe’s [in February 2021] indicated that the reason they are enforcing face mask wearing is “due to limited capacity.” Capacity of what? Brain space? Please. Every building on the planet has “limited capacity”: It’s called four walls, a ceiling, and a floor. Sure, here in the US, the Fire Marshal and OSHA set limits on the number of people that can safely be in a building at any given time. Seems like a reasonable law to me, if we have to have laws for people with no reasoning capabilities. But please tell me WTF does “limited capacity” have to do with making people (unlawfully) wear face masks? Come on, TJ’s, your legal team is out on a long, weak limb here.

These are people that you or your parents may have voted for to represent you in government. And, by the way, the word “government” means “mind control.”

And yet it’s not just TJ’s trying ridiculously to create sense from non-sense:

The entire plandemic has been one long ugly-clown parade of arbitrary, conflicting, senseless, anti-real-science “recommendations,” WHICH ARE NOT LAWS. If you are fearful and treating this heartless, cruel “advice” as LAW, you are not only sadly mistaken, you are complying with tyranny, and therefore you are complicit in all the damage. Yes, I said that.

Furthermore, wearing a face mask is a sign to your oppressors that you want to be enslaved, and to your fellow humans that you expect them to give up THEIR rights and freedom in deference to your pathetic plea to make THEM responsible for YOUR health.

“Oh, but Sharine,” you might be saying, “I follow the science™ which says that face masks prevent viral transmission.” Well, a little bit of research would show you that the science of which you speak just isn’t there. It’s not there. No studies — read: ZERO STUDIES — exist that prove face masks prevent viral transmission. To back that up, look at the box of medical masks being worn and discarded into our environment by the billions: It contains a WARNING that the masks do not prevent transmission of viral or other pathogens, including Coronavirus, (COVID). If the medical masks don’t prevent transmission, how does your high-fashion, fancy-fabric, “I-feel-better-about-not-breathing-or-speaking-normally-now” face muzzle prevent transmission? And even if the medical masks did prevent transmission (which they don’t), how is it logical that you have to wear one in the reception room at the dentist’s office, but you can — and must — take it off to have dental work done? Where is the logic in wearing a face mask into a restaurant but removing it to eat is fine?

Please enlighten me: I promise you that I want to learn. This is not a facetious statement; I really want to grow and mature into my full logical, loving self.

I don’t know how I can make my appeal any more clear:

You are like a fully gas-lighted girlfriend with an abusive boyfriend who over the last year-plus confined you to the house, took away your access to making money, and forced you to wear a muzzle to keep you from screaming for help — all under the guise that he is “protecting” you from a “killer on the loose” who no one has ever seen, so he shows you cartoon pictures of this supposed killer, telling you all day and night that the killer is REAL REAL REAL and that you’re going to DIE DIE DIE if you leave your boyfriend’s protective custody.

Your boyfriend doesn’t care about you. He thinks you’re stupid and deserving of being his slave — and you are proving him correct.

To complete the analogy, in the current situation, you are being used and abused by illegitimate bands of psychopathic criminals for even more nefarious ends. They justify these “ends” with their belief that we humans are dirty, dumb, and compliant, and therefore they have the “right” to rule over us, to “protect” us from unseen, unseeable killers — that is, to enslave us for their purposes. And I’m like your best friend trying desperately to get you to acknowledge that your boyfriend DOESN’T LOVE YOU because that’s not what love is and you know that when you’re not swimming in the shit-ocean he has slowly manipulated you into thinking is somehow “not that bad.”

You should definitely not bother to look at this graphic and read through it in its entirety to grasp what I am talking about in my article.

At this point, exactly 404 days into the “pandemic that does not exist,” I’m pretty damn exhausted. Especially since the platform I’ve been writing on ( already undid a bunch of my good work with you by deleting two of my best, most well-researched truth-and-freedom articles, and in early April shut down my account to the public. And frankly, if I don’t start getting some indication from you that you remember what real love — and actually living life — feels like and looks like, I’m not sure I want to keep trying to help you remember. (Did I mention how EXHAUSTING it is to say the same things, over and over and over and over, only for you to run out of fear back into the arms of your creepy boyfriend/oppressor?)

Or maybe I won’t give up, because I love you.

And maybe, just maybe, there’s a chance that the truth I’m sharing will be so bright one day, that you’ll SEE IT and dump that sorry-ass, lying, cheating, manipulating, gas-lighting, narcissistic psycho, once and for all. Because, what’s worse between the only two options? You leave him (take off the mask and stop complying with unlawful mandates) and you’re alone (like my husband and I sitting in the car at TJ’s while everyone wearing a mask gets to go inside and shop), but now you’re as free as you can be; OR you stay with him because it’s convenient and you get to feel superior that you can handle whatever he crap throws at you, as if you’re some kind of a victim-martyr for the greater good, which is exactly what the oppressors WANT you to feel like. I think there is a logical choice, but it’s your decision, of course, because you have free will.

Now please either leave me alone to make my own decisions and help other people reclaim logic and real freedom-based love, or stand with me and help me stop TJ’s and all these other faulty-logic tyrants from violating our Creator-given inalienable rights.

Let’s stop being controlled by ill-logic! Let’s be the authors of our own lives and build a beautiful world together!

On Individuating, Healing, and Becoming a Whole, Healthy Human

My Response to Jessica Valenti’s piece on Medium entitled “We Can’t Afford Another 4 Years of ‘Me Me Me’ Politics”

Signs that we are in a spiritual war, one that can only be acknowledged through the question:
Who stands to benefit from this proposition?

(NOTE: Jessica’s post is a quick read, if you want to get the full context of my reply.)

Jessica, it’s difficult to have a conversation with a Medium writer who never responds to her commenters, and the one I’m starting with you here is a bit of a diatribe, I admit. But I’m curious:

What makes you think that “living in a civilized society means working for the health and happiness of everyone in it”?

And if that is your ultimate goal, who gets to define exactly how everyone achieves health and happiness? Is one definition sufficient to cover the nearly 8 billion people on the planet? Does this seem rational or reasonable? Who is the “we” in your article title deciding on what constitutes ‘me, me, me’ politics, and who thus should define what “the greater good” entails?

What if the person defining “working for the health and happiness of everyone” said that everyone must eat cantaloupe every day because cantaloupe is beneficial to health, except that ten percent of the world’s population were severely allergic to it? What if the definer/decider said that they would mandate everyone to take experimental drugs to supposedly correct these allergic conditions? Do you think it would be fair to force those ten percent to take the drugs and eat cantaloupe anyway? If your child was allergic to cantaloupe, would you automatically get the drugs, or would you do some research and try to find a way around this mandate if you found that the drugs had caused harm to others? Would this extend to you “giving a shit about others” (your phrase) — that is, would you approve that others are forced to take experimental drugs, or even drugs that are deemed ‘okay’ by someone else’s standards? Whose standards would you accept as legitimate, and why?

What if the person defining “working for the health and happiness for everyone” decided that everyone must wear a special robe when they are in public, because the definer/decider thinks this piece of clothing has a magical quality that gives wearers the power to ward off all forms of evil? What if some people didn’t believe in these magical qualities or powers and they wanted to wear their own favorite clothing, not the robe? Would you non-judgmentally let them do their own thing, or start yelling at them in public to shame them? What if you also questioned the magical qualities and powers but didn’t tell anyone, so you kept wearing the robe just to avoid inconvenience, or actual consequences? What do you think would be fair to do to the rule-breaking people? Keep them from being in public perhaps, or simple allow others to berate them and run them back home, or maybe fine them every time they went outside their home without the robe? What if your mother or best friend refused to wear the robe in public? Should anyone be exempt? Who? Why?

What if someone else decided they were going to start making the rules instead of the first person? What if the new decider now defining “working for the health and happiness of everyone” said that no one was allowed to eat pasta ever because the decider believes that pasta is “the devil’s food” and threatens safety and security? What if rule-breakers had their livelihoods taken from them and were fined or even jailed? Would you eat pasta anyway, knowing that you were going against this new rule? How would you do it? Go to the dark web for pasta, or start making your own in a secret room in your house? Or would you follow the rule, despite your lifelong passion for eating pasta? Would you applaud, either privately or publicly, when others lost their jobs, their family businesses, their writing careers because they defied this new rule?

Who gets to decide on the definition of “working for the health and happiness of everyone,” Jessica — or even that such a concept is reasonable?

Is this notion truly just? Is this social construct an inalienable “right” (defined as something that does not cause harm to a sentient being), or is it a “wrong” (defined as something that does cause harm)? Who gives us our rights? Authority figures? Or do they come from a Divine source? If we do not have individual rights as men and women here on Earth, and we are constantly sacrificing for the “greater good,” are we truly free? Do you think freedom is good and right, or is it bad and wrong? Is freedom conditional? Do you think that we should be enslaved to one another — and to a “ruler” — as part of this cult-ural “greater good” imposition? Is that the kind of world you want to live in, where one person’s happiness is immediately another person’s misery? If so, how is this “right” by any stretch of imagination and reason?

These are the kinds of scenarios that mature people have either been through or thought through in the arduous psychological work of healing their traumas, of individuating from the cult-ural hive mind, and of learning to take excellent care of their bodies, minds, and souls. Mature people, rightly, don’t feel they owe anything to infantilized people who sit around, waiting for government, pharmaceutical companies, and other “authorities” to fix their problems.

I think you know that I’m not talking about turning away from the elderly in care homes, or from infants born to drug-addicted parents. But if an adult person chooses to eat nutritionally poor food, never exercises, ingests a bunch of pharmaceutical drugs, becomes diseased, and then blames society or bad DNA for that, how, exactly, am I personally responsible for taking care of them? And I really do want to hear your answers to that question.

Being an individual whose self-care comes first does not make me narcissistic: It makes me mature, because I can’t truly help others if I’m in a shambles, can I? In fact, I DO CARE for people. I endeavor to share scientifically proven, experiential facts about nutrition, psychological well-being, and creativity. These aspects of human health are defunded, de-platformed, and discredited frequently by powerful industries. True health, a component of maturity, is largely ignored by the masses, who much prefer 1) pills, “injectables,” and fad diets to eating a healthful, mostly whole-food plant-based diet. The mind-controlled masses also 2) watch mainstream tell-a-vision news, movies, and social media instead of doing the hard work of researching, improving themselves, creating their own art, and forging a unique path to maturity.

In other words, most people consume what the cult-ure tells them is satiating and entertaining instead of fixing their psychology and taking care of their bodies. They don’t think for themselves. They don’t explore alternative ideas. They don’t buck the system, question authority, or follow their heart. They’re killing themselves, physically, mentally, and spiritually. And yet, Jessica, you and so many other folks demand that I step in and provide some kind of solution.

The problem is that these people clearly DO NOT WANT my solution. They want to carry on with eating rich-tasting foods that come with extreme costs, telling themselves that it is normal and natural to have a heart attack or get cancer. They want to continue entertaining themselves to death, telling themselves that they are meant to live a false New (c)Age life of “constant joy,” while berating me because I won’t protect them from the diseases and disappointments that they bring on themselves. How much more “me, me, me” can they get? These people hate me because I refuse to be responsible for something I was never given: THEIR FREE WILL. I’ve got my own free will, thank you very much, and I’ve got my own work cut out for me in learning to properly exercise that free will.

So, Jessica, my choosing to not wear an identity-concealing self-suffocating device (face mask) is because I am healthy in body, mind, and spirit when I am free to be myself. And I intend to stay that way, rather than cut off my own oxygen supply, take in excessive carbon dioxide, and breathe through a wet, bacteria breeding ground. Yes, this means I am self-ish, because I actually have a self, which I have worked very hard to mature into and which I will sacrifice for no one and nothing unless I choose to do so.

I would, for example, choose to make certain sacrifices if I were a mother, protecting my child, for I would be responsible for my helpless baby. But do you seriously want me to come to your house every 15 minutes to check on you through the night, as I would do for my own infant? Should I treat my fellow human beings like 10-year-olds, stomping up to them in the grocery store and telling them to drop the candy bar and grab an orange instead? How about if I act like everyone is 16, and I approach them in public or even go to their homes, scolding them to practice abstinence with their date? Sure, those are simple examples, but I’m trying to show that what you are advocating for is adults treating each other as helpless, or dumb, or about to do something regrettable — or all of the above.

That’s not the world I want to live in, nor the one I am working to create, and that’s why I spend so much time writing responses to your posts that you will probably never read [but Medium “Trust & Safety” globalist lapdogs will]. Because, at least if I’m going to share my thoughts with you, it’ll be in a way that you can decide if you give a shit about me and my freedom, or if you just want to hang out, high in your cushy tower, and try to enslave both of us with your “officially sanctioned” definition of “working for the health and happiness of everyone.”

Meanwhile, enjoy eating pasta whenever you please. If it sounds ridiculous to entertain the notion that rotini, linguine, and sedanini can be taken from you in the same way other freedoms are — by certain people defining “the greater good”—then you have conveniently forgotten about slavery, prohibition, Kristallnacht, and, more recently, the cruel, life-crushing COVID-19 measures being foisted on humanity from the same controlling forces that bring constant war, poverty, starvation, debt, and destruction to the world.



(This article was originally written and published by me on in late 2020 or early 2021. The Medium platform “Trust & Safety” committee began monitoring me and my posts since late 2020 — after I began questioning the mainstream scripted CV-19 narrative — and the globalists’ lapdogs eventually closed my account to the public in early April 2021.)

After witnessing months of desperation, destruction, and de-humanization under a fake pandemic perpetuated by globalists and their psychopathic cushy-job-holding puppets around the world, my heart is officially broken and I have had it with comfort-seeking Covid compliers. The sheer amount of fear-based ignorance on display is off the charts, and that is unacceptable when we have information literally at our fingertips to help educate ourselves about what is going on with CV-19.

Here is a question for readers who’ve made it this far: What makes you blindly trust government and “authorities”?

Did you answer, “I don’t blindly trust them”? Then I have to call out a lie when I hear one if you 1) wear a face mask because you’re afraid of viral transmission; 2) shut down or limited your business and enforce face mask wearing/social distancing on employees and shoppers; 3) kept your kids in any school where they are forced to social distance, wear face masks and/or face shields, not share anything, and constantly use hand sanitizer; 4) practice social distancing and accept the lock-downs; 5) voluntarily get tested for Covid; and/or 6) have already been vaccinated, or plan to get vaccinated or to vaccinate your children. In other words, if you do any or all of those six activities, you either blindly trust “authority” or you are a coward. I didn’t want to call you a liar and a coward right off the bat, but it was bound to come out sooner than later.

If you haven’t noticed before, I’ll let you in on a “conspiracy.” But it’s a conspiracy that is not a theory: Government and its sanctioned “authorities” lie to you, psychologically manipulate you, and extort you, over and over and over. They started long ago by operating a nearly constant, distracting, fake, divide-and-conquer scheme in which you “must” choose between one slave master or another, even if your desired master doesn’t “win.” This scheme is not legitimate: They choose the winners. After that came the invention of tv, or “tell-a-vision,” which was actually created as a medium for mass mind control. (Hey, they don’t call it “programming” for nothing.) Then they devised a scheme to extort you of the fruits of your hard-earned labor through a laundry list of taxes and fees but they do not use the stolen money to truly benefit you — only to extort you even more. If you refuse to pay, they use coercion and abject violence to rip it from you — or lock you in a cage. They use your stolen money to set up things like indoctrination camps known as public schools, wherein they force your children to sit for hours every day, learning their selected pieces of “information” which can mostly be described as propaganda. And yet you cast your vote for these illegitimate criminals every time, as if there is no other alternative to this heartless ruse against humanity.

With CV-19, government, its minions, and other “authorities” have introduced and continue to perpetuate a fake pandemic based on a fake virus that you discover you are fake-infected with via a test that doesn’t test for infection. The symptoms are exactly like the flu, and just like with the flu, the recovery rate is 99.98% unless you are already ill or elderly and frail. Still, the “authorities” shut down people’s livelihoods, and you let them. They told us to wear face masks everywhere, and you wear them. They said to stand on dots in the stores to “stop the spread” of this virus that does not exist, and there you are on your dot. They told us not to gather or make music, not to hug or hold hands, and you comply, shaming people for simply living their lives. They tell us we’re all dirty and diseased, and you believe it. We’re being told that hundreds of thousands of people are dying from Covid-19, and yet deaths by heart attack, cancer, and pneumonia are all but gone from their records. Why? Because they have slyly re-categorized almost every death as a “Covid” death, even if a person died from heart failure. Actually, officials came on tell-a-vision repeatedly and told you exactly how they’re shifting all causes of death into the Covid category if only on the assumption that the deceased person had some of the “symptoms,” and you ignore that dark magic in plain sight. They conveniently fail to remind us that we extorted taxpayers are footing the bill for ALL OF THIS. They use words like “mandate,” and make it sound like there are laws forcing you to comply — but there are no such laws. This has been going on for the better part of a year, but you’re STILL not questioning it or getting angry at the tyrannical abuse, and if you ARE pissed off, you’re masking up and staying silent about it, which is helping exactly no one . . . and hurting everyone.

In short, your compliance signals to the psychopaths to keep going with this trauma.

Our elderly are being kept from seeing and hugging their families — for month after month — and they are dying from lack of love. People in need of life-saving medical procedures have put them on the back burner because they’re afraid of “getting the Covid” in the hospital, or they’ve been shamed into feeling like a useless eater compared to the much-lauded Covid cases. New mothers are forced to, or perhaps choosing to, wear a face mask around their newborn, removing the humanness of the mother’s smile and normal sounds of her voice during the most crucial bonding time in the baby’s life. In order to maintain their jobs, teachers, rehabilitation therapists, nurses, janitors, food service workers, and other government employees are being force-tested with a taxpayer-funded procedure that is horribly misused by “authorities” to create “cases” out of thin air — in other words, the “tests” are a lie. But you still keep telling everyone to shut up and wear a mask until there is no more death by Covid. What about the deaths from suicide after mothers and fathers can no longer pay the rent or feed their families, or after college students, many already far from their loved ones, realize they are trapped and isolated like lab rats and end their lives? Healthy people are becoming mentally and physically ill from the constant bombardment of fear-porn propaganda and color-coded restriction methods put in place by governments. These arbitrary, cruel measures being “mandated” by “authorities” are sickening and killing people.

What have you become that you accept these realities without compassion?

Now I’m sick. I am sick of your virtue signaling and your holier-than-thou attitude with regard to wearing face masks that come in a box printed with a warning that they do not protect against viruses and most pathogens — including Covid-19. On the box. Have you spent five minutes researching anything about face masks and viral transmission? No? Well, I have, and I found that there are no (read: ZERO) properly done, reputable scientific studies showing that face masks are effective at stopping viral transmission. That’s right, there is no proof, while many of the studies proving mask ineffectiveness and health dangers have been expunged from the annals of Science™. And yet you have the smug self-righteousness to wear a face mask everywhere, railing against those of us who don’t because we know the truth and aren’t afraid of a virus that does not exist. The CDC even said it doesn’t exist on page 39 of a recent 50+ page document. Of course they buried it. Did you think they would put that tidy tidbit in the opening paragraph? CDC: “Here’s our latest proof of the rampaging killer virus: Yeah, we still got nothing.” Somewhere in all of this cover-up and manufactured consensus is the truth.

Remember the truth? It’s that thing where, if you tell a lie, your parents or teacher or other sane adult would call you out on that lie and try to get you to tell the truth to help set the situation right after you fucked it up. Guess what? You’re fucking up again. Masks don’t work to stop transmission of viruses, especially viruses that don’t exist. Standing on a dot on the floor in Walmart doesn’t make you immune to the Covid, it makes you an idiot because you’re giving up your ability to distinguish truth from bullshit. Come on. You can’t smell it? That’s because you’ve been swimming in crap your whole adult life and never bothered to question why the world stinks. Or maybe you DID question for a while, but you got shut down by “authorities,” and you gave up on truth-seeking for the false comfort of ignorance. Well, hey. I’m here to tell you that it’s time to strap on the old BS sensor again, and tout suite, mon ami. We are running out of time.

That’s right. While you’ve been wallowing in your blissful idiocy, swigging RockStar drinks, binge watching on Netflix, and shopping for fancy face muzzles, people with nefarious agendas have been studying you and your pathetic, infantilized psychology. They watch you entertain yourself into a spiritual slumber, satiating your senses with pleasures and distractions, just as you are now: Hoping for a vaccine to keep you from having to take responsibility for your own body and mind. A vaccine that will allow you to carry on eating the same harmful foods that compromise your immune system so that it can no longer keep you healthy and vital. A vaccine that will allow you to shift yourresponsibility onto your tax-paying neighbors, since Pfizer and Moderna aren’t developing serums with their OWN billions of dollars (which they have also siphoned off the tax coffers). So, you’ll be off the hook in your own childish mind, but those jabs are going to take a toll on you.

Do you even know what ingredients make up one of these new “messenger” vaccines? Here are some of the old tried-and-true ingredients: aluminum, thimerosol (mercury), animal cells, and human fetal tissue. But wait! There’s more with the mRNA poison darts: Hydrogels made of nano-lipids containing toxic polyethylene glycol (found in antifreeze) to soften your tissues, making it easier for nanotechnology to splice your DNA with computer chips and exotic ingredients which will all effectively make you no longer truly human. After the second or third round, your body will be unable to reject the nanotechnology. If you develop illness, you will always have to rely on more injections and pills to try to heal you, but you’ll never be “healed” because that is what your Creator-designed immune system does when you take care of it. On the other hand, nanotechnology, vaccines, and pills are designed by human-loathing experimenters to treat you like a machine, and, after the vaxx, you will be a machine. Permanently connected to the Internet of Things, to AI via NeuraLink, your “data” will be uploaded and other “data” downloaded. Don’t want that particular programming? Too late to reject that, your decision was made when you accepted the first jab.

You will be chipped and tracked, and your every purchase, word, and movement monitored. Thinking of a weekend in the woods to connect with nature? Probably not any more, as your thoughts will no longer be your own, but on the off-chance your last bits of free-thinking slip through the techno-cracks, expect some bizarre turns of events. Because you’re no longer in charge of your life: You turned over the car and the keys to the same authorities who you believed because they promised an easy trip with their vaccine. These nanotech implants have been patented, too, so now you are literally owned by the patent holders. It’s slavery on a whole new level.

Now imagine that you’ve made this decision for your whole family. Your spouse died after the third round from an ugly, never-before heard of disease. Your college kid tried to commit suicide last month and is now under constant surveillance in a government “facility” where you cannot visit her. Your oldest teenager gained a hundred pounds in less than a year and has a host of health problems that the “doctors” are “working on” with pills, more vaccines, and invasive surgeries. Your other teenager is hooked on heroin and lives on the streets in a nearby metro area. You work for the state, heading up a project that puts “boots on the ground,” going door-to-door to find people who opt out of the vaccination and proselytize to them, offering them cash, jobs, and other incentives to get the jab. You get hefty bonuses for people who take the jab on the spot.

If you think I’m making this up for clicks, you are wrong. Well, except that if the article was read seriously by a lot of people, the doomsday scenario would not happen — at least I’d hope that people would be enraged enough to defend their very humanity from tyranny. But who am I? Just a bright-eyed musician and writer whose axis is not safety and security but truth and freedom. I’m not ashamed of who I am, and so I will live free or die trying. For if I have security but not freedom, I will simply exist at the mercy of the tyrants. Yet if I have freedom but not security, I will live fully, regardless of tyrants and their false promise of security. I choose freedom.

So yeah, I have had it with your obsequious obedience. No one is promised a life without risks, so why are you childishly falling for this scam of safety-and-security ensuring measures? Every one of you adhering to and advocating for the “mandates” are complicit in the depression, destruction, and deaths caused by the perpetrators of this fake pandemic. My compassion for compliers exists, but whereas I used to give it automatically, now it has to be earned, and here’s how:

Take off that ritual shaming muzzle, open up your business, hug your kids (after you extricate them from the state indoctrination camps), and breathe freely through the rest of your life like you only have today, because that’s all that each of us truly has. Oh, and share this article with someone you love who needs a wake-up call. We can bring this House of Covid Cards down as soon as we choose freedom.


Where are All Our Protector Men? A Call to Conscious Action

I originally published this piece on in August 2020. Within two weeks, the platform pulled my article because the organization’s “Trust & Safety” committee started investigating it under their new COVID-19 censorship “rules.” I decided to post it here in a lightly edited version. Thank your for your readership!

Much of the world is grinding to an ugly, unnecessary economic and spiritual halt because of a boogeyman “killer virus” so sneaky that it hasn’t been isolated, purified, or seen under a microscope. Where are the questions? Who is inquiring into the data and the data creators, or the media? Why are credible professionals and their evidence being suppressed, ridiculed, de-platformed, and defunded? We live in the most sanitized modern global society that ever existed; so why is this the first time that governments around the world are “mandating” face mask wearing, physical distancing, massive forced business/non-profit/school closures, and quarantining of healthy people because of a “viral” outbreak?

People are indeed succumbing to a virus: It’s a mind-virus keeping them plugged 24/7 into social media and “tell-a-vision,” feeding them “fear porn” based on incomplete data at best — and outright lies at worst. Most people have given up all personal agency, instead demanding that “government” agencies tell them what to do. Rather than use adult logic, like looking for evidence of a real global epidemic (e.g., millions of people dying in a week’s time), they look to tech nerds who ease their anxious, virus-ridden minds with promises of another “version” of “improved operating systems,” which typically involve pills and vaccines, both of which effects have been known to maim and kill even while their makers reap untold profits and remain legally immune (haha, that’s funny). Rather than question the situation — “what’s really going on here?” — based on past deception and manipulation by governments and their agents, people are caught up in a whirlwind of arbitrary and confusing statements, all of which on mainstream media are not predicated on evidence.

The mind-spell is so strong that there are people no longer hugging their own kids. Yet I’ve seen some kissing their kids through a piece of dirty, damp cloth they’ve been wearing and touching all day that is covered with bacteria and other pathogens, which not only can be seen under a microscope, can do far more damage than any supposed virus ever did or will do. People are rushing out in fear to get tested for the sneaky “killer virus,” even though the test cannot and does not test for infection, and should not be used to do so according to the inventor of the RT/PCR test. People are cutting off their own —and their children’s — oxygen supply while increasing CO2 intake behind face masks because governors have issued “mandates” and businesses are complying as if these are laws, which they are not. Governors do not make laws. Governors, however, do work for their constituents, us, and they are legally and morally obligated to protect our freedoms as enumerated in both their state constitution and the federal constitution.

Still, women, children, and grown men (yes, grown MEN) are entering businesses—and even participating in outdoor activities — wearing face masks because a sign on a door or a talking head on tv or a politician on FaceBook says to do so. Many people are begging for a vaccine, even though they don’t know a single person who died from this virus who wasn’t already 65+ and with one or more serious health deficiencies, like heart disease, cancer, or obesity. People are abjectly refusing to take responsibility for their own personal health, eating cheap poisonous food-like substances like never-molding french fries and sugar-filled Frappuccinos, while gladly accepting a toxic cocktail of genetically modified organisms, heavy metals, human fetal tissue, animal tissue, and, coming soon, microchips for tracking — injected directly into the bloodstream, bypassing the crucial digestion microbiome.

This current nightmare scenario is nothing but a result of social programming being lapped up by people more interested in a snuggly, safe, and secure world than living in true freedom. I call this social engineering the 7 Ds Agenda of destabilization, dehumanization, demoralization, debt, destruction, decrepitude, and death. But it would all go away if enough men 1) turn off the mainstream media and ignored unlawful signs on stores, 2) super-tune their brains’ reasoning processes in order to see the deception by government and its agents, and 3) stand up to all of the unlawful practices by — firstly — not wearing a face mask.

Seriously, men, stop it. Just STOP IT. You are an adult with, I want to assume, functional cognitive abilities and considerable physical strength. Remove the muzzle and use your powerful voice to say you disagree with the policy: Say that government has taken a step too far, that you and you alone will decide what is good and right for your health. If you feel the need for justification, get a medical or religious exemption card at Or show store managers a card printed with the sections of the state or federal Constitution guaranteeing to uphold your free and equal access to all businesses regardless of policy. If you work for the government, I understand that you have a unique contract. But, please, realize that if they try to fire, fine, or otherwise punish, intimidate, or threaten you, you have recourse, and not just under man-made laws. You have sovereignty as a natural being. The “authorities” have absolutely no moral, mental, physical, or spiritual agency over you — and they know it. But YOU have to tell them. And you tell them by not wearing a face mask — not now, and not ever — as it the symbol of your enslavement to their agenda (see 7 Ds above).

The time is NOW, later than it has ever been, to refute every faction of immoral, illegitimate bands of criminals who have robbed and extorted you and all of us — for little if anything in return. (“Oh, but the roads, schools, unemployment benefits….”) They have kidnapped and caged men like you for simply growing a certain plant; kidnapped and caged women who fought against real criminals threatening to rape or kill them; kidnapped and caged people for not paying the criminal extortion fees they demand, which are used almost entirely for heinous, harmful activities that you surely do not condone because they harm society’s most vulnerable people.

Men of the world, we are all counting on you to stand in your divine strength as the Creator would have you. Stand alongside tens or thousands or millions of your fellow freedom defending men, and say, “No. Enough is enough. No longer will we cower under lies while you illegitimate bands of criminals control our lives and fuck with our minds, hearts, and bodies, our very sovereignty.”

Stand and protect humanity! I’m not saying that women cannot aid in the defense of our freedom, and for what it’s worth, I have not and will not wear a face mask, ever. But I myself am a fairly small woman, and so I defer to you, men, to do what I cannot: Physically stand up to these evil controlling forces and defend our Creator-given rights. All you have to do is to refuse to wear a face mask, anywhere. Tell the managers of these establishments that the mandates are NOT LAWS, and even if they WERE laws, they would be immoral by any standard. If an “authority” figure (or a particularly ruthless patron) tries to bully you, tell them to stand down to Natural Law and get the fuck out of your way. Maybe you want to go the philosophical route and ask them politely if they might like it if someone demands they quit smoking cigarettes, or they must drive a Prius, or they are required to survive solely on tea and sunshine, all “for their own good and the good of others.” Or just leave and refuse to do business with such pathetic “government” sponsored bullies and their minions — but at least you’ve given them a piece of your right mind.

Look, I get it: The world is a hard place, filled rude assholes who will shame you for refusing to wear a face mask — because they’re too weak to refuse doing so themselves. They are like crabs in a pot of increasingly hot water: One crab endeavors to escape but the others try to drag it back in to the pot. But you are strong and you’re not letting them drag you back down. Without you, men, humanity cannot escape total enslavement at the pettiness of such humans and the cruelty of the would-be “gods.” Masks are just the beginning of the controllers’ dehumanizing agenda. They want to OWN us (in fact, they already believe they DO own us), and to turn us into trans-human robot-like hive-mind creatures with no soul or spirit who would only “exist” to serve them and their sick, twisted reality. Don’t believe me? Use your infantilizing “shelter-at-home” reality-shit-show time to research outside of the mainstream media, and find out how deep the rabbit hole goes. I’m dead serious.

Time is running out. Men, you are humanity’s last, greatest hope in the final epic battle for our sovereignty, for our souls, and for a future of true, enduring sovereignty. Act now, or forever regret the immoral decision to choose comfort over freedom.